And here he was again, working
sleepless nights time after time over the damned machine. Bolting it
together, Jordan knew how it all went together, for he had done this
before. Just not in this timeline.
As he reconstructed the machine,
he had been given plenty of time to reflect on what had happened. To
remember the new timeline he created. The brief victory... followed
by the nightmare.
After Jordan had prevented the
accident from happening, Kayla had made a major breakthrough. She
had managed to stabilize the power source, making it possible for
hand held lasers to be used in surgery. The effect on the medical
community was profound – they cut cleaner and more precise than
traditional scalpels, the power could be modified, and they because
they didn't need to be thrown away, there was less bio-hazardous
waste coming out of hospitals.
For a brief time, things were
great. Jordan remembered spending time with Kayla as a friend, as
she basked in her success. They became closer, much closer than
they were in the previous time line. Kayla became not just Jordan's
friend but his lover as well. He found himself occasionally
wondering if this would have happened in the original time line,
given the chance and the time, but only occasionally. He was swept
away in the moment, the reality. He had beaten time.
Then disturbing things started to
happen. The military started to get involved in Kayla's research.
It turned out that her discovery also made laser weapons more
feasible than they had ever been before. The new power cells made
putting enough power into laser burst feasible enough that they could
be carried by the common soldier, much as rifles were. The main
advantage was that they didn't use up ammunition like traditional
weapons.
Kayla had never felt comfortable
with this. She refused several offers by the government to have her
help them weaponize the new technology. Funding for her research
started to grow thin. Jordan remembered in particular a time she
came home.
“How was work today?”
Kayla hung up her coat, got a
glass of water, and sat down, setting the water down on the table
with a thud. “They won't
leave me alone, Jordan.”
“The
government again?”
She
nodded. “They came to my lab again, demanding that I help them.”
Jordan
raised an eyebrow. “Demanding?”
“They
basically told me to either help them or they would seize the
research.” She looked down at the glass.
“What
are you going to do?” Jordan's voice was tinged with concern.
She
looked up at him. “Don't worry about it. I don't want you getting
mixed up in this. I'll take care of it.” She smiled. “Now, you
promised to make me dinner tonight. What's on the menu?”
The
next day, Jordan rushed to the hospital. There had been an accident,
a hit-and-run. He cried like he had never cried before. Why was
fate so cruel?
Jordan
continued to calibrate the instruments. This machine was identical
to the one that he had created in the original time line. He was
lucky to have a photographic memory – that made putting it together
a relatively simple task.
Still,
he was bothered. He had set out to change the future, and he had,
but it had not changed in the way he had wanted it to. Perhaps, he
thought, that was just the nature of time. No matter how hard you
pushed, fate pushed back. He didn't want to believe it, but it was
in his mind.
Regardless,
he could not go back. He tightened more of the bolts on this
machine. He had been the person to change the past to begin with,
and he had created a worse future – not just for himself, but for
those around him. Laser weapons had fallen into the hands of corrupt
officials and criminals. The world had grown darker.
No,
he reflected, I can't go back. He
had gone too far to begin with. He tightened the last bolt on the
machine and double-checked his settings. Then he entered the
machine.
As
he put the headphones on, a million things went through his head.
When would the madness stop? How many times would he do this? And
in the end, was it all for naught? But all the same, Jordan wouldn't
– no couldn't rest until he set the world right.
He
inputted the temporal coordinates, took a deep breath, and hit the
button that sent his memory back. As the numbers flashed and the
world rearranged itself, he had enough time to wonder if this quest
would take his soul. Then he passed out.
The End